ugh, i want a day home alone
just one day
yeah, it would be as unconstructive as it is with everyone around
but just one day.
after watching a movie today [ yeah thats right, i actually left the comfort of this chair ] i suddenly feel as if my life is a movie.
i dont know, its a weird feeling, hard to explain.
but i just feel as if something is going to happen soon that will un-boreify my life [ yeah i know thats not a word ]
i realise just how addicted to the internet i am
and i really miss the 3am mornings talking to you
but i know youre having a good time.
if theres a computer nearby, i stress and all i do is let my mind think about the internet, but if i cant go on the net, and im somewhere away from the computer, i dont think about it at all.
well maybe a little
but yeah.
i never was good at explaining.
x♥x
