oh god.
i feel replaced.
i feel terrible.
as soon as i realised where i was,
i got butterflied all through my body.
chills.
but not of a good sort.
butterflies that are tearing me open.
chills that make me feel like crying
or yelling at the top of my lungs.
so you keep me so high out of pity?
and despite everything we've been through
and despite the fact i know you love me
i cant help but feel rejected.
oh god.
why am i so unlikable?
why am i such a boring person?
why do i have absolutely no personality?
i know you say those reassuring words because you have to.
not because you want to.
i dont want you to deny it anymore.
just fucking tell me theres someone better.
because the backstabbing is tearing me apart.
x♥x
