i never feel tired until i wake up.
lack of sleep is so inviting.
im litrally addicted to the internet, and im not just being cute.
i cant tear myself away from it.
my proof?
i'm online from somewhere around 10am until 5am the next morning.
and its no longer by choice.
right now, i want to be outside, lying on the trampoline in the cold wind listening to some exclamation point Panic, some melbournian bands like kisschasey and the getawayplan or the tunes of the Cobra's.
i feel empty.
and you cant help me for 2 reasons - youre gone, and youre the reason i feel empty.
jeeze, i sound like an over dramatic attention seeker.
apologies.
then again, im talking to myself.
we bring ourselves down
and build ourselves up with disappointment
how fragile we are
so fragile we are we just dont show it
we'll shake up this town
and shoot down the stars for our enjoyment
so sexy we are
so sexy we are we just dont know it
