Thursday, August 21, 2008

my eyes are gluing shut.

i cant get you off my mind and its shitting me.

Im afraid of being cliche. Afraid of doing what others do all the time. Afraid of 'normal', but afraid of being an outcast. Afraid that what i say will just make me blend me into the crowd. If i had ignored irrational fears, maybe everything would be different. Maybe you would continue to be my friend rather than abandoning me for some chick that is so lovey-dovey it makes me want to vomit all over her 'gorgeous' face.

But we all know i overreact.

And you know, i adore this attention. Now i know what its like. And i just want it to be like that. Always.