always second best. always.
i dont treat those who consider me number one how they deserve to be treated. and one by one, they are disappearing. im too busy fooling myself to notice how many people think of me as their life. then they are gone and its too late.
no matter how hard i try, ill always be their backup.
why wont i accept whats right infront of me?
i dont know how or what to think. i want to keep typing, but...
oh how my mood has changed.
