Friday, May 30, 2008

whoops, slight miscalcualtion.

i thought monday would be shitshitshit
and friday would be simply amazing.

should have been the other way around.

monday, was brilliant.
we talked for hours
just about anything
and i liked it
because it was the first time in a lonnnng time
that i had had a 4 hour convo with no silence.
i bounced all night
smilled all night
and was so happy tuesday.

now, today.
today was shithouse.
perhaps because i was too busy comparing it to 'friday' night
but overall it was a disappointment
yeah, his voice was amazing
but i was stuck like a loner the rest of the night
holding back tears.
fucking...just...fuck.

everything is fucking shithouse.

but i got sinking sea badges. score.