Friday, February 1, 2008

put simply: pure jealousy

im getting tired of this.
cant you throw your lies at someone else.
you say you try so hard
but all im getting is a heap of laughing.
im not better. i know.
but i dont complain like you do.
i feel like im losing you.
but im the same boring person
i know youll realise sooner or later.
there are always people out there better than you
[ i know i should be proud, but ]
i hate always being second best to you.
i live in your shadow
but pretend everythings fine.
and i dont thin i could ever tell you otherwise.
ill never stop loving you
but one day youll stop loving me.