i havent spoken to her in a while
although she told me she would be around
and now comes the time that we wont be able to talk at all.
its had for me to explain things...
...but let me put it like this
shes leaving me behind.
im happy that she is finally doing more constructive things with her time.
but i needed her to breathe.
and shes gone.
moving closer to home, we have a guy.
this guy once went insane when he had to spend mere hours away from me.
every night he would tell me how much he cared.
he would say those things he thought i wanted to hear.
and now, everything has just suddenly changed.
he doesnt speak to me.
he barely looks at me.
he doesnt even say hello.
all i get is "whats the answer to 6.g)?", and that wasnt even face to face.
then you have all those people i used to know.
the ones who live life happily, with all their friends, all their jokes, everything between.
and here i am.
i feel so...
i wont say the word.
