it's 1.11pm, i've been awake since 10am. still in my PJs. that's the only way to live.
the laptop has died. it turns on then shuts down for some reason. no one can figure it out. some hard drive problem.
my youngest cousin had her first day of school. she is so small...
thoughts on my mind:
"at least im not deleting written words... written thoughts" - thats what she said. my closest friend. but shes considering deleting everything she has ever written.
but is she my closest friend? sometimes i think shes just playing with my mind. if i didnt have a conscience, maybe i'd shift her to number 2...
...well...
im not keeping myself very anonomous here. if shes reading this, she'll know it's me. and i can't shake the feeling i will be discovered.
im so paranoid...
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