today was a miserable day, although rain is bareable.
i actually like rain.
but the greyness of the day didnt help my horrible mood.
last night i calmly discussed my personality.
so calmly, in fact, that i began to cry
uncontrollably
heavily.
sometimes, everyone gets sick of who they are.
everyone hopes to change.
and last night i felt truely horrible.
im too stupid to discover the traits that make me loveable.
in the meantime i'm content with scaring him off.
x♥x
