it makes me feel so loved
when people only decide to talk to me
when they have problems
have something to brag about
or no one else is listening to them
and then when theyre done
decide to leave
or completely ignore me.
youre all lucky that i am gutless.
oh, and id love it if someone taught me
something other than small talk.
it gets tiring -
"how are you..how was your day..what are you doing..*silence*"