as much as i wished it was for everyone to see
i now wishi had kept the secret.
i talk in such a way that
when i read back...its mysterious
to even me.
i cant believe these few days
have been spent with you on my mind.
when a thought shouldnt even pass
at all.
but i guess not much can be done.
ill just harbour the feelings
until someone else comes a long.
hopefully that wont be too far away...
...thankfully things have been
looking up this past week.
i wont list everything once again
and nothing is for certain
but im happy to actually have
these good thoughts running through my head.
and you know what else i discovered
these past few days?
i dont rely on you all the time anymore.
i found my own wings.
and its almost like i couldnt be happier.
